i'm at decker's work for the first time in a long long time. i think the last time i was really here and sitting down like this was late last fall. on the drive here i was listening to songs from fall three or four years ago and it's a little chilly in here and it feels a little cozy and a little weird. i think i am ready for fall. i think i would be more ready if i had a place to live. ten days.